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    Hallucination

    Friday, August 28, 2015 @ 6:02 AM | 0 Comment [s]

    \Assalamualaikum/

    There are so many hidden things inside me
    It made me change so much
    It put me to sleep , it tied my hands and feet
    It trapped me in a dark room
    The pieces of lost time
    The memories of love that I threw away
    They have been deleted and thrown away
    Only the outer shells remain
    Without knowing anthing, I just shouted
    I just have that memory
    My heart that was cold as ice
    It will be forgotten after I sleep
    I want to escape from this pain that chains me down
    Someone wake me up
    From my soul that is filled with scars

    The deeply coloured night sky
    Is filled with you, who won’t leave
    It wakes me from my sleep
    Kissing me again

    Your voice that whispered  I love you
    Your scent, I hear it in my eyes everyday
    Where are you?

    You’ve hidden in a place where I can’t see you
    The pain you received for me
    When my anger becomes one
    I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep
    I want to find the real me that is not you
    But the buries in my heart are too big
    I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up
    I met you on the other side of my horrible memories
    You embrace even my lost feelings
    Helping me get up from being broken
    I’m trying not to let go of your hand
    I’m trying to erase the nightmares
    I’m trying so hard
    In this place where I trapped myself

    I wat to roll up the darkness
    And find you
    Though I can’t touch you
    Or be held by you

    What controls me isn’t what lives in me
    What can heal isn’t strong medicine
    It’s just love
    The voice I hear in my ears
    Wakes me up from being lost
    After it wraps around me and kisses me
    It dissapears and I can’t see it anymore

    The deeply coloured night sky
    Is filled with you, who won’t leave
    It wakes me from my sleep
    Kissing me again

    Your voice that whispered  I love you
    Your scent, I hear it in my eyes everyday
    Where are you?

    In the night sky that I can’t touch
    I see you turning back
    Making me escape from the exhausted days
    Making it into a picture

    I’m sorry , I say as I hold onto you
    Don;t go far away, I call out to you
    In the sadness that I can’t ever see again

    Tears fall again

    FUTURE
    PAST